Total pages in book: 88
Estimated words: 83586 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 418(@200wpm)___ 334(@250wpm)___ 279(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 83586 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 418(@200wpm)___ 334(@250wpm)___ 279(@300wpm)
“I wanna try.” Heat ran the length of my body, starting at my forehead and traveling down. He kept moving between my legs, sliding his hips forward like he was fucking me. “I’m curious what it feels like to have you touch me…there.”
Sutton tensed behind me, his whole body suddenly going stiff and still. Panic flared in my chest, making my heart nearly explode. He didn’t want to? But he’d said… “It’s okay if you don’t.”
“Are you fuckin’ kiddin’ me? I want. I just didn’t think you would. I really fuckin’ want.” Sutton’s calloused hand dragged up my thigh. Surprising me, he reached over for the laptop and closed it. “Don’t need to hear them. This moment is just for us.”
I smiled because he was so damn ridiculous and charming, he made me feel like a million bucks all the time.
“How do you want it?”
“I don’t know. I’ve never done this before.”
“Okay. Shit. Okay,” Sutton rambled. “Sorry, I’m losin’ my damn mind. In the best way. I just…fuck. I’ll get it together. I’ll make it good for you.”
“I just want your finger, not your cock. Let’s start with that and see how it goes. I might not like it.” But deep down, I wanted to like it, wanted to know what it would feel like to have Sutton inside me.
He rolled to the other side of the bed and pulled out the tube of lube he’d bought. He used it when he stroked our dicks together. I didn’t know where he got it. I doubted he bought it in town, but our mail often ended up on my folks’ porch, so I knew he wouldn’t risk that.
Sutton set it on the mattress and said, “Roll on your side and face me.” I did, and he lay down facing me. He pulled me close, lifted my top leg and hooked it around his hip. I was like a damn doll, letting him maneuver me like I couldn’t handle it myself.
He pressed gentle kisses to my mouth, swiped at it with his tongue. “Kiss me, Jasp.”
My tongue immediately sneaked out and swept inside his mouth. It was a deep kiss, one I hoped was all-consuming. A kiss he would always remember as the best one he’d ever had, one that he felt in his bones.
I shook slightly when his hand journeyed down my back, over the curve of my ass, which instantly tightened up.
“It’s okay,” he said softly. “It’s just me.” And then we were making out again, Sutton kneading my ass cheeks like we had all the time in the world.
When his finger dipped inside my crease, sneaked toward my hole…an unexpected laugh bubbled out of me. Sutton pulled back.
“What the hell was that?”
“Sorry. Don’t really know. Keep going.”
He frowned, but then started kissing me again, finger drifting along the light dusting of hair between my cheeks. When he pressed against my rim, another laugh fell from my lips.
“Did I miss somethin’ funny?”
“I’m sorry. I can’t…” My chest tightened, and I chuckled again. “I can’t stop thinkin’ about it. That my best friend is about to play with my asshole, and I know it’s a crazy response, but it makes me laugh. I never thought I’d want anyone to touch me there, and then I’m like, what if he doesn’t like it? What if I don’t like it? Oh my God, what if Sutton sees my butthole?”
He groaned and flopped onto his back, but I could see he was trying not to smile. “You’re the biggest idiot I’ve ever known.”
“Sutt, I mean, come on. Don’t tell me you ever thought I’d see you there.” He didn’t answer, probably because he knew I was right. “What if you think it’s gross?”
“I won’t, and why would that make you laugh?”
“Cuz I don’t know how else to respond, I guess.”
“That must mean I’m not doin’ a good enough job,” he said, and before I could make sense of what was happening, Sutton had me on my back. He was looming over me, kissing his way down my throat, my chest, sucking and tugging on my nipples, making my damn world spin. He bit my pec, and I arched toward him, my dick throbbing. He just kept moving south, though, until he was kneeling between my legs, pushing them toward my chest.
The nerves were back then, fierce and attacking me with a vengeance. My breathing was too fast, but I fought to get it under control, not wanting Sutton to stop.
When I felt the first ministration of his thumb on my hole, it was like all my nerve endings came alive. Pleasure shot up from my ass, through my groin, sparking a wildfire in my chest.
“Keep doin’ that. Just touchin’ it, rubbin’ it.”
“I swear to Christ my dick is leakin’ like a faucet. I can already tell how tight it’s gonna be inside you.” How did I get so lucky that he wanted me this much? “You’re so sexy, Jasp. Do you know that? Sometimes I look at ya and all I can think is goddamn, he’s the most beautiful man I’ve ever seen.”