Total pages in book: 76
Estimated words: 72702 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 364(@200wpm)___ 291(@250wpm)___ 242(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 72702 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 364(@200wpm)___ 291(@250wpm)___ 242(@300wpm)
“But,” I continued. “More importantly, he’s my boss.”
My very sexy, very broody, sometimes downright endearing boss.
“For now,” Maddie said, and I nodded.
I knew this wasn’t going to be my career. I couldn’t take care of Skye forever, no matter how much I adored her. The biological mother would come back into the picture at some point. Whether it be by her own reasoning, for the NHL money, or because Brogan finally tracked her down. Whatever the case, when she came back? I’d be out of there. Because I had no right or claim to this family.
I worked for them.
“So, since it’s not permanent,” Maddie continued. “You could technically partake in some totally consensual, simple pleasures with him.” She grinned at me, and Daisy nodded her encouragement.
“You could call it the Demon clause,” Daisy said, and we all laughed.
“As fun as that sounds—”
“Ah-ha!” Maddie cut me off, grinning triumphantly. “You admit, it would be fun.”
“Well, yeah,” I admitted. There was no use denying it anymore, especially after that damn kiss. “Of course, it would be fun. If one quick kiss has me all flustered weeks later, then I can’t imagine what more would do to me.”
Daisy squealed again, but it was because the Reapers were now taking the ice, thank God. At least now the focus would be on the game and not my ridiculous dilemma.
“So, why not have fun?” Maddie asked into my ear since the crowd was going nuts—including Daisy—as the game started. I couldn’t tear my eyes off the ice, my breath catching as I watched Brogan shred the ice with a graceful, predatory technique that had my toes curling in my shoes.
“That’s a line I don’t want to cross,” I answered, and it was the truth. Mostly. Sex would most certainly complicate things. I lived with the man. How did that play out? We fucked and then…okay, bye? Heading to my room across the hall now? No thanks.
“That’s fair,” she said.
“And besides,” I continued. “It’s not like he’s tried to kiss me again.” Maddie grinned at me while I rambled. “And he said it was due to the sleep deprivation anyway. It didn’t mean anything. It especially didn’t mean he thinks of me in that way. I was just…there.”
“It sounds like you’re trying to convince yourself,” Maddie said, and maybe I was.
I shrugged. “I’m not saying anything untrue.”
“Okay,” she said. “I’ll drop it. But I support you no matter what. And you know I’m always the one who votes for you to have fun. Just saying.”
I flashed her a grateful smile, standing carefully as Brogan got the puck. I made sure Skye’s noise-canceling headphones were okay as I shifted on my feet, holding my breath as he handled the puck like the star he was.
The man was like lightning on the ice, dodging in and out of the opposing team at a rapid pace. He flew toward the goal, moving the puck with the precision of a sharpshooter—
And scored!
I clapped, swallowing my own cheering scream so I didn’t startle the baby on my chest.
Brogan Grant’s baby.
The sweet little girl who I adored a little more than I liked to admit. Because I couldn’t fall for this baby. She wasn’t mine. Her biological mother would come back, and then I’d never see Skye again. Never hear her sweet little coos, never feel her relax against my chest after an hour-long cry fest. Never watch her take her first steps.
My heart sank a little at those certainties, and I scolded myself for clearly getting attached when I knew better. Even with so many of my brothers and sisters, their fathers would take them after the divorce, folding them into new families far away. Sure, we kept in touch, but it was never the same.
And Skye…damn, why did it hurt so much to think about leaving her even when I knew it couldn’t end any other way?
Somehow, I’d managed to shove all my warring emotions down into a tightly locked box and allowed myself to thoroughly enjoy the rest of the game.
Which we won.
Madeline and Daisy had left soon after, while Skye and I had headed toward the Reapers’ locker room hallway, where some of the other girlfriends or wives—and vying puck bunnies—waited for the team to come out.
Not that I was any of those things. I was just the nanny. But I knew Brogan would want to see Skye before going out with the team to celebrate their win.
And sure, maybe I wanted to see him too. To congratulate him, that’s all.
Skye was a wiggly mess by the time the players started filing out of the locker room, some of which I recognized as Brogan’s close friends, others I had no clue. I mentally chided myself and made a note to ask Daisy for a full download on my next night off.