Series: Paige Michaels
Total pages in book: 48
Estimated words: 44908 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 225(@200wpm)___ 180(@250wpm)___ 150(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 44908 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 225(@200wpm)___ 180(@250wpm)___ 150(@300wpm)
“Sunshine, look at Daddy.”
She lifted her gaze, trying to hold the shirt down, uncertain now if her goal should be to keep the air out of it or let it in. Both looked ridiculous.
“The shirt isn’t working out well in the water, is it?”
She shrugged. “It’s fine.”
“Mmm. I’m trying to read you, Little one. I can feel your stress from all the way over here. You’ve been fiddling with the T-shirt since you got in, you’re as far away from Daddy as you can get, and you’re quiet. Tell me what’s bothering you.”
“I’m fine,” she lied.
He narrowed his gaze. “Do you know what happens to Little girls who fib to their Daddies?”
Her breath hitched. “In books they get spanked,” she whispered.
“The books are right on that issue. So, let’s try again. Tell Daddy what’s bothering you. I promise I won’t be mad. Are you uncomfortable being naked with me? Last night you said your Little liked to be kissed, but that doesn’t necessarily mean your Little likes to engage in other sexy times. Now I’m wondering if you’d rather Daddy didn’t mix sex with age play. And that’s fine. I just need you to tell me.”
She shook her head before she could remind herself that she would have to follow that denial up with words. Darn. “It’s not that.”
“So, your Little doesn’t mind sex.”
She shook her head again. “I don’t know. I’ve never tried it.” She bit her lip hard and then released it. “The thing is that I haven’t had sex in a long time, and I’m feeling uncertain and awkward, and I don’t want you to think I’m inadequate or something.”
Callen slowly leaned forward. “I could never think you’re inadequate, Sunshine.”
Jordi sighed deeply, finding the strength to speak her mind. It wasn’t like she could go on and on forever not telling her Daddy what she was thinking. “So, what happened was that I realized I was Little a long time ago, and I…” Why was this so hard?
“And you what, Jordi?” he encouraged gently.
She drew in another fortifying breath. “I stopped dating because…well, because I didn’t know any Daddies, and I couldn’t see the purpose in dating men who weren’t Daddies.”
“That makes sense, Little one.”
“So, the thing is that before that, before when I didn’t know I was Little inside, I was dating vanilla guys. I was young too, and it was so boring, and the sex was…bad.” She somehow managed to giggle and then quickly covered her mouth.
When she looked at her Daddy, he was smiling.
She lowered her hand and flattened the stupid shirt again to push out the bubbles. “I sound pitiful.”
“Not at all. You sound like a woman who figured out what she wanted and didn’t settle for less.”
“It sounds much better when you put it that way, but see, I’m not going to be very good at sex because I never really figured it out when I was younger, and I don’t want to disappoint you.”
“Jordi, you could never disappoint me. Sex is something that’s amazing when you’re with the right person because you’re with the right person. It can be disastrous and disappointing when you try to force yourself to enjoy it with the wrong man. I suspect a part of you knew you were interested in age play even before you had the words for it. That’s why a vanilla relationship never felt right.”
She held her shirt down, gripping part of it between her knees. “That sounds right.”
“What do you feel when you’re with me, Little one?”
She sat up straighter and licked her lips. “All the things. So many things. And it’s kind of scary because I don’t want to mess up. When I think about you, I get all tingly and stuff, and that’s never happened before. And I want you to touch me in my special places. And I don’t even know how to touch you to make you feel good too. And—”
Callen reached out a hand above the water. “Come here, Sunshine. You’re so far away. I need to hold you.”
She pushed off the side of the hot tub and rushed across toward him, letting her Daddy catch her and pull her into his arms.
There was no way to ignore the giant hard-on he had or how it brushed against her thigh as he spread his legs and hauled her between them.
Her breath hitched when his hands came to her bare butt cheeks and then slid up under the shirt. “Let’s take this off, yeah?”
She nodded and lifted her arms so he could remove it.
Daddy tossed it onto the deck before lifting her by the hips. “Straddle me, Little one.”
She did as he asked, more than aware of her breasts now hovering out of the water.
As she wrapped her legs around his waist, his erection settled against her sex.