Fallen Foe (Cruel Castaways #2) Read Online L.J. Shen

Categories Genre: Alpha Male, Billionaire, Contemporary Tags Authors: Series: Cruel Castaways Series by L.J. Shen
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Total pages in book: 119
Estimated words: 112638 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 563(@200wpm)___ 451(@250wpm)___ 375(@300wpm)
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After I’d kicked Riggs out, when we tried to have sex, Grace had been in pain. The sex was awkward at best, and I wanted to stop. There were blood traces on the condom. She claimed it was stress. It wasn’t. The truth was, her body was healing from trauma.

I’m more disturbed by the fact I’d had sex with a woman shortly after her miscarriage than I am about how close Grace had been to leaving me.

So. Grace wanted to leave me and have another man’s child.

This leaves me with the mysterious USB. The last piece of the puzzle. Bumpkin did well by sending these here. I’m surprised she didn’t try to hand deliver them herself.

You told her not to. You specifically said you’ll never see each other again.

Plus, my inner mentor is proud that she decided to ditch a deadbeat like me. This is exactly what I wanted her to do. Start putting herself first.

I shove the USB into my laptop. An array of videos appear in quick succession. I click on the first one. On the screen pops the face of a youthful-looking, tired-yet-happy Patrice Corbin.

What. The. Fuck.

It takes me a full minute to get over the initial shock and focus on what’s happening in the video. By then, I have to replay it. Patrice gurgles and smiles at a surly-looking baby—supposedly me—before putting me to her breast. Baby-me sucks hungrily, one fist curled around a lock of her raven hair to ensure she is not going anywhere. She strokes my head—it is full of black straight hair—and laughs softly.

“Oh, I know,” she says in French. “Your meal is not going anywhere, and neither am I.”

Something weird happens inside my body. A rush of nostalgia, or maybe of déjà vu. An awakening. Clicking open another video, I see baby-me wobbling around in nothing but a diaper in an apartment I don’t recognize. I’m guessing it is the apartment Patrice had rented in New York. The one she supposedly lived in by herself.

My mother runs after me, giggling. There’s a conversation in French in the background, possibly between members of her family, who must be in town. When she finally catches me, she flings me in the air and blows raspberries over my belly, and I laugh, delighted, my chubby arms reaching to hug her.

Another video. This time at the Corbin mansion. I’m about three and helping Patrice wrap Christmas gifts. We talk in length about butterflies and boo-boos. Every so often she stops, puts a hand on my arm, and tells me, “You know what? You’re so smart! I’m so glad I have you.”

Another video. Mom and me on a ski trip. I try to eat the snow. She pours juice concentrate over it. I brighten up, and we eat it together.

Another video. We’re making a cake. She lets me lick chocolate off the whisk.

At a swimming lesson, we wear matching swimsuits—me in trunks, she in a bikini—same lobster pattern.

Flying a kite. I bump into a bench, fall, and start crying. Patrice rushes to me, sweeps me up, and kisses my knee better. We choose a superhero Band-Aid together. It’s the last Spider-Man one, so she suggests we go to the pharmacy together to get some more.

Who took these videos? Who was behind the camera?

I sit back, rubbing at my temple. Though I have no memory of any of those things happening, now that I’ve seen these videos, blurred pieces of my past click together into a bigger, more elaborate puzzle. I do remember the Manhattan apartment, cramped and out of style. I remember going to Calypso Hall with my mother when I was very little. Remember being carried in her arms often.

I remember her fights with my father, though unlike his relationship with Miranda, there wasn’t a lot of screaming and no hurling objects at one another. Patrice was quiet and fierce and knew exactly what she wanted. And what she didn’t want—my father.

I remember her to be good. Kindhearted. A free spirit. Not absent, uncaring, and disinterested. And I remember the day she gave up, packed us a bag, and moved us to Manhattan. How she apologized to me ten thousand times as she secured me in my car seat and said, “I know you deserve better. You will get better from me. I promise. I’m just figuring it out.”

Tipping my head back, I close my eyes and grimace, the rush of memories moving through my body like an earthquake.

My mother wasn’t a thoughtless monster. She was full of passion, fun, and compassion. And my father had resented her because all those positive traits were never directed at him. He chose Miranda, and Patrice chose to move on. The mere idea of her moving on without him, not fighting for him, made him deliver the ultimate punishment—he’d poisoned me against her. Tarnished the one thing she valued. My good memories of her.


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