Total pages in book: 65
Estimated words: 63481 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 317(@200wpm)___ 254(@250wpm)___ 212(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 63481 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 317(@200wpm)___ 254(@250wpm)___ 212(@300wpm)
But it didn’t work.
The first time Gadiel had blown him, Will had tried to imagine someone else, too, with mixed success. He’d tried to imagine a woman with full, bouncy tits, but the woman’s face kept morphing into Gadiel’s. Now he didn’t even try to pretend—not when he knew how good the boy looked with his lips wrapped around Will’s cock. The thought brought the usual twinge of shame and guilt, but it wasn’t enough to overcome the pleasure his boy’s mouth was giving him. That fucking tongue, Christ…
Will nearly groaned when Gadiel suddenly pulled off.
Blinking in bemusement, he looked down, but obviously he couldn’t see anything besides the base of his cock. He could hardly ask why Gadiel had stopped without risking recognition.
There were sounds on the other side of the booth that he couldn’t identify, and then something touched his cockhead. Relieved, Will pushed forward into the tightness—
His eyes snapped open when he realized that it couldn’t be Gadiel’s mouth. It was slick, but not that slick, and it was too tight, the hole wrapping around Will’s cock like a glove. Fuck.
Anger, disbelief, and an insane wave of arousal knocked into him. Gadiel was letting some stranger fuck him in the ass. Fuck him bare. Through a goddamn gloryhole. Was he that desperate for cock?
“Come on, fuck me,” Gadiel said breathlessly. “I need it, need it so badly. I’ve needed it for ages.”
His jaw tightening, Will considered walking out.
But if he did, this foolish, slutty boy would just find another cock to stuff into his hole.
He had to do it.
So he did.
He pulled out and punched in, making Gadiel wail, so Will did it again, and again, impaling the boy on his cock viciously, wishing he could see his cock disappear into Gadiel’s hole, wishing there was no barrier between them, wishing Gadiel’s shameless moans weren’t for some random stranger in a seedy club.
“Ah, there!” Gadiel cried out. “So good… Don’t stop…Ahh! Fuck, oh yeah…”
The lust, shame, anger, and bitter jealousy he had no business feeling created a horrible cocktail of emotions that made Will’s every thrust rough. It was a brutal fuck; a dirty, primitive act that couldn’t be more removed from the almost painful tenderness he normally felt for Gadiel. He pounded into him, feeling like a man possessed, until finally, he felt the boy come on his cock, moaning like the cockslut he was.
Will groaned, feeling Gadiel’s hole squeeze around his cock. He came hard, his vision whiting out for a moment as pleasure ripped through him, hot and all-consuming. So damn good. So perfect. Gadiel.
But then, reality reasserted itself.
Fuck.
What had he done?
Gritting his teeth, Will pulled out and left the booth. Ignoring the catcalls and leers, Will stuffed his half-hard cock into his pants and headed home.
Gadiel didn’t fucking need him.
If he wanted more cock, Will could hardly stop him from getting it.
Chapter 23
Gadiel was still confused and shaken by the time he returned home.
He had been so delighted when Will had turned up. But then he left so suddenly—right after coming—making him crash hard after the high of his orgasm. It had taken him some time to gather his thoughts and fix his clothes, and by the time he left the booth, Will had been long gone.
Gadiel unlocked the door and slipped inside the apartment, still painfully aware of the pleasant soreness and sticky mess between his cheeks. From Will’s cock. Will had fucked him. It still felt surreal. Had it not been for the soreness, Gadiel wouldn’t believe it had really happened.
What now?
He wasn’t sure what he’d expected, but it wasn’t a stony-faced Will in the living room.
“Where have you been?” Will said stiffly, without quite looking at him.
Gadiel blinked. Was he seriously going to pretend it hadn’t happened when they both knew the truth perfectly well?
“You know where I’ve been,” he said slowly. “You fucked me there.”
Will went rigid before finally looking at him.
“You knew it was me,” he said, a strange expression on his face.
Gadiel stared at him. “Of course I knew! Did you think I didn’t? You really think I’d let some stranger fuck me bare?” He wouldn’t have let a stranger fuck him through a gloryhole, period. He’d chosen a gloryhole because he had been too much of a chicken. If he didn’t see the other man’s face, he could at least pretend it was Will. Well, the joke was on him.
“But how could you know?” Will said.
Gadiel laughed. “Did you forget I sucked your cock? I’d recognize it anywhere.” It was the truth, but it wasn’t the full truth. He knew the way Will’s skin tasted, the scent of his skin, the way his own body reacted to his presence. Of course he’d known immediately that it was him. What he didn’t understand was why.
“I don’t understand,” Gadiel said. “Were you actually hoping I wouldn’t recognize you? Why would you refuse to touch me and push me away every day but fuck me anonymously?” But Gadiel realized the answer as soon as he voiced the question. “Oh. If it’s anonymous, it means nothing.”