Total pages in book: 128
Estimated words: 125020 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 625(@200wpm)___ 500(@250wpm)___ 417(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 125020 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 625(@200wpm)___ 500(@250wpm)___ 417(@300wpm)
It seems something is always in the way when it comes to us. Like this morning, we need to head back to Fuck Off. I need to tell Skittles the truth and I need Pit to hear whatever will trigger him.
Then I need to call Pappoús and tell him what I’ve done. All this shit is forcing my hand. There’s a problem we can no longer ignore within Vander and Bridge Lake.
Someone needs to step up soon to handle it. Who will that be? I have no idea, but this feeling in my stomach says it might have to be me.
All I’ve done to have a different outcome went out the window in the blink of an eye. What I’ve done leaves me with no choice. This rage inside that’s been brewing since I was a boy got the best of me. I fucked up.
Then there’s her and our world we’re building. I don’t want this for them. The look on her face is something I will never forget—she’s seen the real monster I can become. My phone buzzes, pulling my attention.
Jeff: You good?
Me: No, where were you?
Jeff: I came. You were gone. What are you going to do?
I frown and toss my phone. I’m not having this conversation over text. He knows better. I can’t afford stupid shit right now. One wrong move and I could go down for this bullshit.
Shawna comes out of the bathroom, looking sleepy. My heart swells. She’s gorgeous. Her big brown expressive eyes, that cute button nose—everything about her draws me in.
She’s tall, curvy, and made just for me. She took my breath away when I finally laid eyes on her for the first time. Truth is, she had me before I ever met her in person.
The things I’ve been willing to do for her in the last twelve years say it all. I don’t know how to take away what she’s learned about me. I can only hope she learns to see beyond it to the man I’ve shown her first.
The man who adores her. I don’t know if she truly knows how much she means to me, but I want to remind her. We have to reconnect.
She slides beneath the sheets and rests on her side with her back to me. I turn and move closer to her, wrapping my arm around her to tug her back into my heat. Her lush ass presses into my erection. I reach beneath the sheet to push her silky nightgown up and glide my hand across her smooth skin to palm her fat pussy.
“Good morning,” I murmur into her ear.
“Good morning. Should I get up and get ready to head out?”
“No,” I reply as I part her folds with my fingers. “I want to make you scream my name and remind you why you’re mine. Everything I do, I do to keep you all safe. You should’ve run when I told you to.”
She laughs. “I can’t run if your hand is between my legs.”
“The time to run has long passed. You belong with me now. Come here. I need you.”
She turns onto her back and pushes a hand into my hair. I crush her lips with mine for a deep, passionate kiss. I groan as she moans into my mouth. I settle between her legs as she cradles me with those thick thighs.
Breaking the kiss, I stare into her eyes. She searches my face with her gaze—the trust I see calms my thoughts. I don’t think I’ve lost her, or reality just hasn’t set in.
I bite down on my lip as I palm and knead her ass. She always feels so good in my hands. There isn’t a moment when I don’t want her.
“Josh,” she whimpers as I pulse against her thigh.
I swallow her cries with another deep kiss. She sucks my lip this time. I love when she does that.
I’ve never been insecure about my fleshy lips. They’ve been a draw for modeling gigs in the past, but with Shawna and the way she kisses, I appreciate them all the more. I grasp her throat and deepen the kiss, nearly consuming her face.
Finding her wet for me, I begin to descend her body. I worship her skin with open-mouthed kisses. Once at the apex of her thighs, I turn my head and kiss her inner thigh.
“Babe,” she breathes.
“I’ve got you, baby. Give your body to me. I promise to give it just what it needs. Relax,” I say into her core as she has a death grip on my hair.
I smile when she loosens her grasp. Without a thought of the world outside of this room, I dive in and make her tight pussy rain for me. When I look up through my lashes, she’s watching me and panting.
“Mm,” I hum and push in deeper, lifting her hips off the bed.