Total pages in book: 79
Estimated words: 76523 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 383(@200wpm)___ 306(@250wpm)___ 255(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 76523 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 383(@200wpm)___ 306(@250wpm)___ 255(@300wpm)
“That’s really nice and all, but it doesn’t seem fair.” And we’d decided that was important. “He’s alone, Cash. He’s not even going to be able to see me listening to you come for the first time. That’s got to be a big first, right?”
Once Cash stopped groaning, he nodded, but it took us a while to get to that point. “I don’t like it when you’re right.”
There was nothing I could do about that, so I ignored it.
“Are we both on the same page where we think firsts are important to do together?” Starting with that didn’t sound hard and even Cash was able to nod quickly. “Do we think Bates will be okay with that rule?”
We both started nodding at the same time which made me feel better about asking the next question…the one he wasn’t going to like.
“Are we both on the same page where he should hear us hearing each other for the first time?” When Cash just sighed, I kept poking at the question because a sigh wasn’t a safeword. “I liked being there when you kissed him for the first time and when you sucked his dick for the first time. If I were Bates, I’d feel bad about missing other firsts.”
Just imagining being Bates was exhausting, so I didn’t try to do it for long.
And thankfully Cash didn’t sigh again; he was actually willing to be helpful.
“Yeah, I think I’d be the same way. And he was there for our first kiss too, so he should probably be there for other first stuff.” Cash sounded like that was painful to admit, but it felt right to me, so I didn’t worry about him being dramatic.
“We can turn off the lights with him in the room as easily as we can without him.” I shrugged when Cash snickered. “He’d like listening to us. I bet he’d like seeing you cuddling me too. It’d make him all smiley and he’d want to cuddle us both again.”
I liked that about Bates.
“He could cuddle us in the dark, you know.” We didn’t need lights for that either.
I thought it was logical but Cash almost giggled. “Yeah, lots can happen in the dark.”
He was so weird when he was tired and hadn’t gotten an orgasm.
I’d have to remember that for later, but for the time being, I focused on what was important. Masturbation.
“So what are we going to do? Because I’ve been hard for hours.” It’d been kind of fun when Bates was smiling and teasing us, but it’d gotten to the point where I was horny and frustrated…and not the good kind.
Who knew there was a good kind?
I’d learned all kinds of fascinating things on my first date with Cash and Bates, and it definitely showed me that there were good reasons people dated more than one person at a time. It was educational.
Cash buried his face against my neck and groaned, but the way his breath tickled my skin sent a shiver through me, so I decided I was going to be patient and hope he did it again.
He did.
Yep, I was going to be very patient.
“Stop grinding your ass on my dick. I can’t think when you do that.” Before I could point out he was the one moving, not me, he groaned. “God, the things I’ve said today.”
It wasn’t my fault he’d lost his filter somewhere.
“My orgasm, Cash. We were talking about my orgasm.”
He barked out a laugh. “No, we weren’t.”
Yeah, we were.
“You need to stay on topic.” He was so easily distracted when he hadn’t come enough. How had I not realized that already? “What are we going to do?”
“I think you know what we’re going to do and you just want me to say it.” Cash wasn’t happy when I nodded, but I thought it was a good sign when he growled instead of sighing. “Fine.”
Ha.
Didn’t have to be the one to say it.
This was definitely going to count as his idea if it went all wonky and fucked up.
Chapter 12
Cashel
“He’s going to think we’re insane.” Because Bates was smart and understood our behavior was questionable at best.
Gareth shrugged, not worried at all as he carried his pillow and sleepover essentials down the stairs. “We’re being thoughtful. He’s going to appreciate us more.”
Um, no.
“We’re showing up at his door and…God, Gareth…” I just couldn’t finish the sentence.
Mostly because one of the other guys in the building was walking up the stairs and doing his best not to stare.
Nope.
I wasn’t going to explain why we were dressed in our pajamas looking like we were heading to a sleepover.
Gareth just waved.
God.
Someone needed to shoot me…how had I agreed to this nonsense?
“You worry too much. I’m starting to realize that’s why you need a Dom.” Gareth’s helpful response had coughing coming from behind us. I refused to look and see what the guy was doing but it probably involved barely suppressed laughter.