Total pages in book: 80
Estimated words: 77127 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 386(@200wpm)___ 309(@250wpm)___ 257(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 77127 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 386(@200wpm)___ 309(@250wpm)___ 257(@300wpm)
I could escape him, couldn’t I?
I’d know if he just let me get away, wouldn’t I?
“Not…not that, Daddy.” Shoot. Why had that come out so whiny? “I can’t…I wouldn’t…”
Ugh.
“Hmm, is my naughty boy trying to say he doesn’t want to run naked?” His thinking sounds just made it all even more insane, and I probably would’ve exploded right then if he hadn’t pinned me in place.
I was stuck.
Shit.
“I’ll have to think about it.” His hand squeezed the front of my diaper as he hugged me tight again. “I guess it will depend on if I think you want to learn to be a good boy. You’ll learn to submit one way or the other, naughty boy.”
I’d just forgotten how much water I’d had before bed.
Yes, the scene wasn’t so terrifyingly perfect that I’d do anything to be his good boy.
No, it was just an accident.
I wasn’t trying to show him what a good submissive I was.
But once I started, I couldn’t stop. Bottles before bed were dangerous. How had I forgotten that? How had I forgotten how much I liked feeling safe-trapped? Shoot. I’d put that on my list. How had I forgotten that part too?
And why did that always feel so good?
Physical relief and the emotional kind both seemed to push crazy feel-good chemicals through me and knowing Daddy was keeping me safe and trapped made it all even sharper. I’d never understood why the diapers felt so good and I’d never met the right Doms to help me figure it out.
Well, I’d never met them until I’d met my mate.
When my diaper was full and I felt floaty like a balloon that was barely staying up in the sky, I let out a breath and I could finally feel all the happy emotions Daddy was pushing through the mate bond. He was so good at it and there didn’t seem to be any hesitation in showing me what he was feeling.
It was amazing…and pushed me right into subspace.
When the world came back into focus, Daddy was stretched out beside me and I was wrapped up tight in a sheet. He was right there to give me a kiss as I opened my eyes. “There you are. My baby boy was such a good sub.”
I’d be embarrassed later, but for the time being, I focused on how happy he was and the pride coming through the bond…and the naughtier emotions he wasn’t trying to hide either. The naughty kind were much better than the worry ones, so yes, those were the perfect things to keep my attention on.
“Oh, someone is feeling good too.” Daddy’s voice was still filled with smiles, but it’d also gotten deeper and was filled with heat. “Yes, I’m so proud of you.”
Turning just enough to hide my face, I couldn’t decide if I wanted to giggle or blush…so I did both. “You’re very…happy, Daddy.”
He chuckled but it was a wicked sound, not just a happy one. “I’m very happy, baby boy.”
Inching back, he kissed along the side of my face, nuzzling me as he ran his hand over my chest. “Is there anything you need to tell me…maybe something color related?”
“No, Daddy.” I was squirmy for several reasons, but I wasn’t anywhere near safewording.
“That’s what I thought but I wanted to be sure.” Daddy hummed as he nuzzled against me again. “I’m going to be careful with my boy even when I’m making him feel naughty or excited.”
“Like the chasing.” That made me feel all kinds of emotions. “I…I know it’s a thing, Daddy. But…but you were serious?”
I couldn’t remember exactly how that type of play had been worded on his limits list, but the look on his face said he loved the idea.
“Yes, baby boy.” Giving me a kiss on the lips that time, he sat up and started slowly pulling down the sheet he’d snuggled me tight in. “We’ll talk about everything first and even see if we need to do another list just for that type of play, but I think it’s something we’d both like.”
As Daddy shoved the sheet toward the end of the bed, I thought about the primal play instead of him taking off my jammie bottoms. “I…I don’t know anyone who’s done that, but it’s me running and you chasing me, right? That’s the basics?”
It was what I’d fantasized about, but I wanted to make sure we were on the same page in reality, not just when it came to dirty talk.
“That was what I was picturing.” Daddy answered easily as he sat me up and stripped off my shirt. “There are countless variations, but we just need to pick out the pieces that we like best.”
As he laid me back down on the bed, he leaned over and kissed my cheeks before starting to kiss his way lower. “I like the idea of being the monster and chasing you. Do you think you know the yard well enough for that to be safe here?”