Total pages in book: 92
Estimated words: 84939 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 425(@200wpm)___ 340(@250wpm)___ 283(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 84939 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 425(@200wpm)___ 340(@250wpm)___ 283(@300wpm)
“Who?” Matias demanded.
“You!” I happily agreed. “I belong to you, Matias,” I cried out. “Please, Matias, I need you.”
Matias kissed me hard, then he reared back. Even as he straightened, he continued to rock his hips against my ass, keeping me on edge. I folded my arms so I could press my forehead against them instead of the rough surface of the table while I waited. I tried not to overthink things as I heard foil tearing behind me. But when Matias’s lube-slicked finger pressed against my hole, my nerves got the best of me. Despite my efforts to remain silent, because I really did want what was about to happen, I must have made some kind of sound because Matias stopped what he was doing.
“What?” he bit out.
I shook my head quickly as the desire I’d been feeling began to turn cold. “N-Nothing,” I blurted. “I’m-I’m fine.”
I did my best to calm myself, but when Matias didn’t move, a crushing wave of disappointment washed over me.
Crippling self-doubt followed.
I tried to reach down to pull my pants up as I murmured, “Maybe this wasn’t—”
Before I could finish the sentence, Matias’s arm wrapped around my chest from behind and then he was pulling me upright so my back was pressed to his front. He sealed his mouth over mine, swallowing the rest of my words. His kiss was all-consuming… demanding. His still-hard, condom-covered cock pressed against my ass and I could feel cold lube on my chest as Matias held me against him. By the time he released my mouth, I was squirming desperately against him and my dick was bouncing against the back of the hand Matias had pressed against my lower abdomen.
“I would never hurt you,” Matias growled against my mouth. He was angry.
Really angry.
But I also heard something else in his voice.
Hurt.
It made no sense, but I knew that was what it was. I shook my head. “No, that’s not why—”
“Then why?” Matias asked, his voice softening somewhat.
I reached up to cover the hand he had on my chest. I dropped my eyes to look at our fingers. His were thick and strong and calloused. His tattoos covered most of the back of his hand and he had numbers on his knuckles. Conversely, my hands were pale and smooth and delicate looking.
We were so different, yet when I ran my fingers over his, there was no missing the tremor that ran through his body… much like the one that always went through mine when he touched me.
“I don’t want to disappoint you,” I said softly as I continued to study our hands. “Mac was the only man I’ve ever had sex with.”
Matias kissed me deeply. When our mouths separated, he moved his to my ear and kissed the shell of it before whispering, “You won’t disappoint me. You can’t. Even if this is all we do…” He kissed me again but this time it was soft and sweet. “Not possible,” he said in that blunt way of his.
The soft kisses quickly turned hungry and desperate. I reached behind me to grab Matias’s naked hips as he began to rock against me once again. He chose that moment to close his hand around my cock, causing me to cry out into his mouth. I grunted and groaned as he both kissed me and fisted my dick. It took only minutes to have me squirming helplessly against him as the coil of need inside of me began to tighten more and more. Matias’s lubed dick was still notched between my ass cheeks, so I reached between us to search him out. He moaned into my mouth when I fisted him. I gave him a few pumps before guiding him to my hole.
“Have to get you ready,” he ground out against my mouth even as he pushed against my entrance.
“Want it like this,” I muttered. The sensation of his crown breaching me stole my breath, so I couldn’t tell him how much I’d always craved the burn of being penetrated without much prep.
Of course, that had been with Mac’s cock and he hadn’t been as thick or long as Matias.
His entry hurt like hell, but I held out for what I knew would follow. Thankfully, Matias didn’t linger as he worked his way past the outer ring of muscle trying to keep him out. When my body finally gave up the fight, I shouted in relief as Matias’s crown notched inside of me. The pain as my body struggled to accept the invasion quickly turned to something more.
Matias’s mouth searched out mine as he held himself in place to give me time to adjust to him. I reached up to wrap my hand around the back of his neck as we kissed. I didn’t need to tell Matias when to move again. He seemed to already know. It was a slow process of give and take, but when I felt his balls press against my ass, I wanted to shout for joy.