Total pages in book: 79
Estimated words: 78026 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 78026 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 390(@200wpm)___ 312(@250wpm)___ 260(@300wpm)
So, in a way, Jonathan got defective goods.
Good luck with all the lube.
“You’re telling me you’re dead here?” His grip tightens. “Maybe I should find out.”
“Show me your worst.”
14
Aurora
Jonathan wraps a strong, merciless hand around my wrist and tugs.
I follow his lead and stumble, ending up flush against his side. Even though he’s sitting, it’s almost as if he’s towering over me.
“Lie on my lap. Face down.”
I swallow at the command in his tone. The man was born to lead armies and control people.
“W-why?”
“Quit the habit of asking questions when around me. I don’t answer them and they just make your situation worse.”
“I have the right to know.” Besides, the position he’s suggestion isn’t normal. Right?
“You already agreed to this, remember? The only right you have is to follow orders.”
Ugh. The infuriating tyrant.
He presses his thumb against my clit, which I assume is a warning. “Now, are you going to lie on my lap or should I make you? Disclaimer: the second option won’t be pretty.”
I swallow at the bleak promise in his tone. If I’m going to spend six months with him, I really need to pay more attention to picking my battles. “Fine. Let me go.”
He tightens his grip on my sex for good measure. It’s not meant to please, but as a stern non-verbal warning.
Inhaling deeply, I lean forward and lie on his lap. I don’t miss how my arse is now in the air like that of a disobedient, naughty child. My movements are awkward as my breasts and stomach lie flush against his hard thighs.
It doesn’t matter which position he has me in, Jonathan King won’t be able to get to me.
A peaceful aura envelops me at that reminder, even when he slides my dress up to the small of my back. Cool air hits my thighs, and goosebumps break out on my flesh.
It’s only because of the air.
Just the air.
His long, lean fingers glide my underwear down my thighs so I’m completely naked from the waist down.
I try not to think about the view he’s seeing. The vulnerability of the situation grates on my nerves. This is the last position I want to be in with anyone, let alone Jonathan. Which was probably his plan all along.
He won’t get to me. He won’t get to me.
I may not have any confidence in this whole thing, but I have confidence in my dysfunctional body.
“You’re telling me you’re dead. Is that it, Aurora?”
“Yes.”
“You think you can waste my time?”
“You made the deal before making sure of all the facts. That’s your fault, not mine.”
“That mouth will land you in trouble.” Jonathan reaches a hand between my thighs and I open them, not presenting any protest whatsoever.
He drags a finger down my dry folds. The contact is neither pleasurable nor painful. It’s just…nothing.
Numb.
That’s what my therapist told me. Apparently, I’ve numbed myself to sex since I was a teen, which, in his words, could’ve been a knee-jerk reaction to sexual assault or rape.
Neither of those happened to me.
Since I never told my therapist about my past, he probably wrote it off as either of those reasons and categorised me in his neat folders as another statistic.
It’s far from that. People like me need a special category dedicated to them.
Jonathan drags his finger up and down, and when he doesn’t get the reaction he’s looking for, he circles my clit. Nothing. Nada.
It doesn’t matter if I do it or if anyone else does. Being wet is a myth I only read about.
Still stroking my clit, he thrusts a finger into my entrance. The resistance is real and I wince in discomfort.
He pulls his finger out but keeps it at my opening like a looming threat. “You are dead. Fascinating.”
Fascinating, seriously? No idea which reaction I expected, but that’s not it.
In the past, as in literally years ago, whenever any of my previous sexual partners touched me and found out that what I told them is actually true, it scratched their male ego.
Some went on with it and just used my body. Others tried everything to be crowned as the one who finally made me wet or susceptible to sexual pleasure. When it didn’t work, they left and never returned. Not that I was ever looking for a relationship.
The way Jonathan finds this fascinating is throwing me off, like everything else about him. I can’t even tell if ‘fascinating’ is his usual sarcastic reaction or if he’s being genuine.
“What happened, wild one?”
“You might want to consider lube. You’ll be able to get inside and –”
Slap.
My heart lunges in my throat as the sound reverberates in the air and soon after, my arse cheek catches fire.
Did he just…spank me?
“When I ask a question, I expect a direct answer, Aurora.”
“W-why did you do that?” I breathe out, my voice jittery and all wrong.