Total pages in book: 102
Estimated words: 100226 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 501(@200wpm)___ 401(@250wpm)___ 334(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 100226 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 501(@200wpm)___ 401(@250wpm)___ 334(@300wpm)
She nods, understanding shining in those amazing hazel eyes as she stares up at me. “I know you do. I’m sorry that your dad’s so mean to all of you.”
She doesn’t know the half of it. I shudder to think what would happen to my four little sisters if I wasn’t here to run interference.
“But I’ll see you when you come home for holidays,” I remind her. “And I’ll talk to you every day. We can video chat before bed.”
“Yeah, I’d like that.” She sits up and moves to straddle me, planting her knees on the blanket on either side of my hips.
And just like that, my cock is on high alert.
“Mill—”
She covers my mouth with hers, so gently, so sweetly, that it tugs at my heart.
“Millie,” I try again, stilling her hands when they roam over my shoulders and kiss them both. “Baby girl, if you keep this up, I won’t want to stop.”
“Who said anything about stopping?” She grins and leans in closer, pressing herself against my hard-on, and I can’t help the groan that slips out of my throat. “Holden, I want this, especially before I have to leave and not see you for months. That’s going to be torture.”
I cup her face, and then my hand glides down to her cheek and over her jaw until I’m holding on to her throat—gently, but still holding.
“You need to be completely sure.”
Her tongue pokes out to her lip, and with her eyes boldly on mine, she lifts her sundress over her head and discards it to the side.
Jesus Christ, I can’t look down. She’s not wearing a bra.
My girl is mostly naked, straddling me in the middle of nowhere, offering herself to me with utter love and trust shining in those golden eyes, and it’s almost more than I can take.
“Holden,” she whispers as she tips forward and rests her forehead on mine. “Make love to me, okay?”
And that’s all I can take. Christ, who could say no to this sweetness?
I take her lips, kissing her the way I’ve learned she loves, and then I pick her up and move her so she’s lying on her back on the blanket. My eyes haven’t left hers.
“Before I look at all of you, I want you to tell me how you like to be touched.”
She frowns and bites her lip. “Uh, what do you mean?”
“How do you want it?” I ask and drag my nose up her cheek.
“I don’t know.” She swallows hard, and I pull back so I can see her face in the waning light. “I’ve never done this before.”
Fuck me sideways.
“Oh, baby.” Jesus Christ, I’m gonna go to hell for what I’m about to do.
And I don’t fucking care.
“But I’m really sure,” she assures me and grips on to my T-shirt, tugging it high on my torso. “I want to see you.”
“Me first.”
For the first time since she stripped off that dress, I let my eyes move down, and my mouth goes dry.
My cock has never been so hard.
Her skin, all smooth and bronze from the sun, feels like velvet under my hands, and her nipples are already hard little nubs, just begging for my mouth.
I have to remind myself to be gentle. For this first time, at the very least, I have to go easy on her. Get her good and ready for me.
“Do you trust me, Rosie?”
She nods, but I cover her throat with my hand again and lean in to press my lips to her ear.
“I need your words, baby girl. Do you trust me?”
“I trust you.” Her throat works under my palm as she swallows hard, and the pulse under my thumb is strong and fast. “More than anyone.”
“Good. We’re going to take this nice and slow.”
“Or, we could hurry.”
I smile against her skin as I make my way down her body, kissing her everywhere. She’s so damn perfect. Every inch of her. “No, I’m not about to rush this incredible moment. No way.”
She arches her back as I take a nipple into my mouth, wanting more. Those hips are moving, her long legs scissoring, and I loop my thumbs in her little pink panties and pull them down her legs, tossing them onto her discarded dress.
“Gorgeous,” I groan, but she moves her knees together almost shyly, and I shake my head. “Open those pretty thighs for me, baby girl.”
She takes a deep breath and lets it out slowly, but she does as I ask, letting her thighs fall to the side as her gorgeous eyes never leave mine.
I press my hand to her chest bone, then slowly drag it down. Her breath shudders when I reach her pubis, and I pause.
“You can stop this at any time.”
“No stopping,” she says breathlessly, her chest rising and falling. “Do not stop, Holden.”
I grin, dragging my hand lower, and when I cup her already soaking-wet pussy, she moans.