Total pages in book: 48
Estimated words: 43827 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 43827 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 219(@200wpm)___ 175(@250wpm)___ 146(@300wpm)
When I felt her tighten around me and her liquid heat scorched the skin of my cock, I felt like I’d accomplished something amazing. And when my balls tightened and shrunk back against my body, I didn’t think twice about emptying my seed inside her, not the way I’ve always been careful not to all my life with any other.
When we were both back to normal and I could breathe again, the enormity of what we’d just shared hit me. I grabbed her up from the mattress and held her close against my heart. I didn’t need to say anything, she knew what was going on knew that something had changed, had shifted between us, and things would never be the same again.
Chapter 5
GRANT
Well fuck, what now? I moved around my house like a blind man.
Her daddy finally came and got her after I’d cleaned her up, but even with her gone the feelings were still there. How could I have been so stupid so careless with her? I shouldn’t have taken her now when she was so vulnerable. Now that the smoke had cleared I saw all the reasons why I shouldn’t have taken her. I tried reminding myself of all the reasons the two of us were a bad idea, but somehow tonight, with the taste of her still fresh on my tongue and burnt into memory, I wasn’t having much luck.
I’d taken her virginity. That was the one fact that kept going through my head over and over again. But was I what was right for her? I know it was a fucked up way to think after I’d already taken her innocence and I felt like a bastard for even going there, but was any of this what she needed?
It wasn’t only because of my respect for her dad; it’s just…too many things. For one she would never be able to keep up with me. I like my women a little on the raw side. She was right; I do have a reputation for going after women of a certain caliber. Women I knew would be able to handle my brand of love ‘em and leave ‘em style. But the irony of it was, she had no idea that she was the cause of that. That I would much rather spend all my nights buried inside one copper haired hellion.
I’ve fucked my way through half the county trying to exorcise her from my mind. I’m not proud of it, but what else was I supposed to do? I know what she thinks of me, what most of the town probably thinks, but the only peace I’d had since moving here was the time she’d been away at college. If anyone else noticed that those were the only years my dating life had been quiet, no one was saying.
I’d made up my mind a long time ago after the first time she’d zapped me, that I would never get married; it wouldn’t be fair. My heart was already tangled up with that one for all that nothing would ever come of it. I was doomed to a life of second best and I knew it, knew that as long as I lived there would never be another woman who would make me feel the way she did. I’d been hanging on by a thread the last few weeks, but I was afraid tonight I’d crossed a line that I couldn’t come back from.
When I’d first heard of her engagement, I got pissing drunk. I’ve been avoiding her father and her ever since, and hoping like fuck not to ever run into her again, which was wishful thinking on my part. For someone like me, who usually went after what he wanted damn the consequences, it has been a constant battle of wills.
The news that she was going to belong to another man had really pulled the scab off an old wound. It had made me take stock and I’d come pretty close a couple times to going after her and letting the chips fall where they might. It had cut me to the quick, just the thought that she was in love with this boy. But then common sense kicked in.
I was close enough with her daddy to know that the whole thing had come as a surprise to even him and his wife, but as usual, they’d gone along with it because it’s what their little princess wanted. That had started me thinking, but I couldn’t figure out why now, why him? That part was easy I guess, they were always close, but more like brother and sister close than lovers. It’s funny, all this time it never bothered me one bit who she dated or who she ran around town with. Maybe that’s because she didn’t do much of either. But hearing that she was getting hitched had almost sent me over the edge.