Total pages in book: 73
Estimated words: 71034 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 355(@200wpm)___ 284(@250wpm)___ 237(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 71034 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 355(@200wpm)___ 284(@250wpm)___ 237(@300wpm)
“You don’t have to decide right now,” Worth said. “Come on. Let’s go.”
We got our jackets and Worth buttoned up my shirt, took my hand, and led me to the front of the club. Our ride was already there. How did he manage to have everything arranged perfectly and precisely on time? Maybe this was all a dream. I hoped to hell not. I didn’t want to lose what I had found.
Worth held my hand in the car, stroking the back of it with his thumb. I looked out the window, glad the ride was short. I wanted to climb onto his lap to straddle him, to kiss him again. I wanted to be wrapped up in him. That was dangerous because I needed to learn to rely on myself.
Worth closed the front door of our villa and turned to face me. I stood, frozen, not sure what I wanted—or rather what I would dare let myself have. The feel of his body against mine on the dance floor had been exquisite and it had brought back every moment of the night before.
“Laurie? What do you want?”
I licked my lips and tried to swallow as my pulse pounded in my ears. My body ached for him. Riding beside Worth in the car with his thigh pressed to mine had gotten me hard again, and now my cock was begging me to pull Worth into my arms and demand he fuck me.
“I don’t know.”
“I want you. I want to strip off your beautiful clothes, lay you out on the bed, and make you come so hard you see stars, then I want to do it all over again.”
“Fuck.”
Worth nodded.
“I…We….”
“I know all the reasons why I should send you to bed and not touch you again, but all that really matters is what you want.”
The decision was too much. I could listen to my friend and my conscience, or I could take a risk with my heart, my soul, my friendship with Beck, and experience bliss again.
“Kiss me.”
Worth closed the distance between us in an instant. I wrapped my arms around him, and in seconds, I was just as desperate for him as I’d been on the dance floor.
His hands dropped to the fastenings of my pants as his tongue thrust into my mouth like he was fucking me with it.
“Worth.” I didn’t know what I was asking for, but as soon as he closed his hand around my cock, I knew that was it. I wanted his hands on me everywhere. I wanted friction. I wanted to come. “Yes. Please.”
“You’re so fucking hot. I could spend the rest of our time here in bed with you.”
“I might never walk again if we did that.”
Worth scoffed. “I could carry you.”
“You’re incredible.”
He worked his hand up and down as I tried to get his pants open, needing to feel his cock against mine. I finally freed him, and he captured us both in his hand, tightening his grip for a hard, rough stroke that made us both groan.
“You feel so fucking good,” he said.
“You too. Need you. Need this.”
My phone buzzed in my pocket. No one should be calling me now.
“Ignore it,” Worth ordered.
I did, but the call came again. “Fuck.” I pulled out my phone and saw Beck’s name on the screen. He’d texted and called me several times.
“Goddamn it.” Worth must have seen the name too. He let me go and stepped away.
I didn’t answer the call. No way in hell could I talk to Beck when I was standing in front of his brother with our cocks out.
I sent a text.
Can’t talk now. Out dancing.
You’re safe?
Yes, Worth is watching out for me.
Call me tomorrow.
Okay.
Good night.
Good night.
I set the phone down on a table by the couch and tried to force air into my lungs.
Worth ran a hand over my hair. “Are you okay?”
My stomach churned, and I prayed I wasn’t going to vomit. “Not really. I lied to him. I’d told myself I’d never do that again once I was away from Tommy.”
“I think…” Worth blew out a breath. “I think you should go to bed.”
I couldn’t fuck Worth now, but I hated the thought of sleeping alone. “I’m sorry.”
“Beck’s the one who interrupted us.”
“I know, but….” Was that good or bad? I couldn’t decide.
“We have plenty of time to decide what we want to do.”
“Worth, I….”
He kissed my cheek and stepped away. “I’ll wait.”
“I don’t know if….”
“Then I’ll wait until you do.”
He entered his room and closed the door without looking at me again.
Tears burned my eyes as I stumbled to my room, kicked the door closed, and collapsed onto the bed. Why was this so fucking hard?
17
WORTH
When I woke up, I lay in bed staring at the ceiling and letting the events of the night before run through my mind. I’d wanted Laurie desperately. We’d been so close. How had Beck known when to call? Fucking cock blocker.