Total pages in book: 89
Estimated words: 80699 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 403(@200wpm)___ 323(@250wpm)___ 269(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 80699 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 403(@200wpm)___ 323(@250wpm)___ 269(@300wpm)
AZHotty went on, I didn’t ever even get a PM from a comfort-level sponsor, let alone a luxury guy. But I kept it positive, you know? And I found a moderate sponsor, and even though I kind of thought I would just take a month’s allowance and jet, it didn’t turn out that way.
So the story’s a little weird, and a lot of you probably won’t believe me, but I feel, like, an obligation to share it anyway. There’s a lot of debate even here on the official forums—and a lot more in other places—about the submission thing. Some girls claim they’ve never met a potential sponsor who expects them to submit to his loving guidance. Some girls claim they’ve never met one who DOESN’T expect it.
My lips parted, as if I wanted to object to AZHotty’s words, despite her having written them long ago, and there being no one to hear me—unless of course my phone was in fact listening. I closed them and swallowed hard.
Loving guidance. What did it even mean?
Well, when ‘Steve’ (I’ll just call him that, not his real name obvi) told me on our first date that he expected to ‘take the lead’ and that he wanted to ‘help me grow,’ I really did think I would take him for a month’s allowance and, you know, rinse him away. Unlike the other guys who I’d gone out with, he actually said he’d pay my allowance before intimacy.
I swallowed hard again. If most potential sponsors expected to have those more intimate moments before they decided on giving you an allowance… The heat that had receded from my cheeks as I read the post came rushing back.
You’re thinking, did she even read the fine print?
The what? My eyes went wide. For a moment my heart quailed at the thought that I might have to read through all of those thousands of words I had so carelessly agreed to. AZHotty saved me the trouble, though very much to my distress, as the burning in my cheeks became a bonfire.
Yes, I did. I knew I could get my ass beat.
My brain immediately tried to dismiss the words as a figure of speech. AZHotty must mean that she knew she could lose, somehow, in that situation.
And, surprise, surprise, Steve spanked me on our first date after I had accepted his offer.
Nope. I shook my head, sitting there looking out at the mountains.
But I couldn’t stop reading.
I sassed him, and I ended up over his knee with my panties down. Corner time and everything. It sucked.
Another hard swallow. The whole surface of my body felt like flames of mortification had begun to lick across it, threatening to ignite my limbs.
Until, AZHotty wrote, it didn’t. I kept it positive: I looked on the bright side. I realized—Steve helped me think this through, BTW—that I wouldn’t have signed up for SA if part of me hadn’t known that I needed a man like him.
I shook my head slowly. My mouth, I realized, had opened again, and I had started to breathe in short, anxious pants.
Plus, and here’s the real reason to keep it positive, Steve only put moderate on his profile because he didn’t want gold diggers accepting him for the wrong reason. My sponsor and soon-to-be husband is a flippin’ billionaire.
My jaw went even slacker.
Like I said, I don’t want to make anyone feel bad. I just think it wouldn’t have worked out for me this way if I hadn’t kept it positive. Flame me, call bullshit, whatever. Just tryna help.
I frowned, pondering whether I could trust the story in the slightest. A quick glance down the replies indicated that the vast majority of other girls replying to AZHotty had indeed called bullshit on the story.
AZHotty herself had only made one subsequent post in the thread, which distressed me almost as much as it encouraged me. One of the associate members who had replied had called her out in a specific way, and AZHotty had declared herself innocent of the charge.
BadBitch8213 had written, This is such a load of crap. Any girl who thinks she can not put out, not do the nude pics, etc., and get a sponsor, even an economy one, should get her effin head examined.
AZHotty’s reply came in a single line: Did I say I didn’t do the nude pics?
CHAPTER 3
Leah
I went back to the FAQ. Two thirds of the way through them, I found it.
Do I have to post nude photos on my profile?
It seemed like a very reasonable question to me, and whoever wrote Selecta’s answer to it also seemed to approach the matter from a reasonable standpoint. At least at first.
No. Putting nude photos on your profile is permitted, but absolutely not required.
Things got murkier, and—to me, anyway—less reasonable, as the answer progressed.
Many associate members find that they get better results if they do use the opportunity, provided by Selecta Arrangements free of charge in the comfort of their Selecta housing, to have intimate photos taken. We hear from many SA members that they appreciate the opportunity to see and to evaluate potential connections in that way. Your privacy is guaranteed: SA members are held to the highest standard of conduct, and moreover are financially liable—to Selecta and to you—for any violations.