Total pages in book: 78
Estimated words: 74803 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 374(@200wpm)___ 299(@250wpm)___ 249(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 74803 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 374(@200wpm)___ 299(@250wpm)___ 249(@300wpm)
He gave me snuggles and head kisses while he waited patiently, which was really sweet of him. “I like dirty talk…and…and you could’ve said a lot more stuff while you were doing all that…but just during a scene like this or sexy times in general, I mean? Not during something like a date or just regular time. Does that make sense?”
I really hoped it did because I had no desire to go into more detail.
Master chuckled and nodded against me. “Yes, it makes sense. No calling you my slut when we’re in the grocery store but during a scene and under the right circumstances it’s fine. Do I have that correct?”
Relieved that all I had to do was nod, I relaxed into him. “Yes, Master.”
Yes, words too…I was amazing.
They even got me more kisses and he ran his hand down my back. “I’m glad I read the situation correctly. I was trying to judge your body language and I knew you’d safeword if it felt wrong to you, but it’s wonderful to hear that you liked it.”
I was doing my best not to squirm in embarrassment, but I was kind of losing that battle. “I didn’t want you to worry and I know that using my safewords is very important.”
Malcolm had made me repeat that over and over the one time he’d heard about a local sub he knew that hadn’t safeworded when they should have. I was pretty sure every sub Malcolm knew at that point had gotten lectures for weeks.
“I’m glad.” He gave me more kisses, hugging me and making happy sounds. “It makes me feel more confident exploring different things in a scene if I know that you’ll let me know before I push it too far. Like with the dirty talk. I don’t ever want to hurt you emotionally with something like that.”
“You didn’t.” Kissing his neck, I let out a deep breath and just relaxed against him. “It was perfect even though I think I was supposed to have lasted longer.”
For some reason that made him chuckle. “I was thinking about teasing you about that, but I wasn’t sure how you’d take it.”
Groaning, I huffed. “I’d blush and get dramatic about it for one thing.”
That just made him snicker even more. “I’ll remember that for next time.”
Did that mean he planned on giving me more good kisses or was he planning on edging me so good I exploded?
“I don’t know how to respond to that.” My dry tone or just the ridiculous words had his chest jerking, but he managed not to laugh out loud.
When he got control of himself, I kissed his neck again. “Master?”
I was trying to kill myself this time.
“Can…” I took a breath, I was glad he was patient with me and waited for me to get my words organized. “Can I give you kisses or make you come somehow? Not to trade but I…I want to touch you, and I want you to enjoy our time together, but I don’t want to push you.”
We had different limits on some important things, and I didn’t want Master to regret our first date for any reason. I wasn’t sure I’d explained what I was thinking right, though. Master had liked touching me and making me come. He was really liking kisses and cuddles. He loved the dirty talk and teasing.
Yeah, there wasn’t enough to worry about yet.
Master gave me another kiss, which really wasn’t an answer, but it felt like he was gathering up his words, so it was my turn to be patient. “I don’t know how to start this without possibly sounding like an asshole but please don’t take it that way.”
Ugh.
We were going to have to work on Daddy’s opening lines.
“Yes, Daddy.” But I was patient and kind and didn’t even panic…mostly because he was obviously hard and still cuddling me…and because he’d started several good discussions at club meetings kind of similarly.
Master didn’t like hurt feelings.
“Good boy.” He kissed my head and gave me another snuggly hug. “I would love to have you touch me and either continue the scene or just explore being together, but only if we’re going to keep moving forward in a relationship. I don’t…I’m not casual, baby.”
“I know, Daddy.” Kissing his neck, I wiggled lower and kissed the top of his chest as I started slowly petting him. “It’s important that we have an emotional connection for you and you need us to be together to do things like this.”
But just the fact that he said he wanted to do things with me said I was important to Daddy.
I liked being important to Daddy.
I liked it so much I gave him another kiss and rubbed my face against him, wishing he was as naked as I was. But I also kind of liked that he still had all his clothes on. “I want to have Daddy time with you and Master time with you and date. I can’t promise anything because that’s just not reasonable and I’m going to drive you crazy a lot, but I like that I’m important to you and I like how we fit together so far.”