The Heart of Smoke – Shameful Secrets Read Online K. Webster

Categories Genre: Contemporary, Dark, Forbidden, M-M Romance Tags Authors:
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Total pages in book: 79
Estimated words: 77775 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 389(@200wpm)___ 311(@250wpm)___ 259(@300wpm)
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“Do it,” I croak out, bearing down in preparation.

Slowly, he inches his finger inside of me. I’m no anal sex virgin and have played with many toys over the years, so I easily take his finger with no pain or problems.

“Turn your hand and curl your finger up,” I instruct with a ragged voice. “You’ll hit my prost—oh fuck!”

Pleasure splinters out and through every nerve ending the second he grazes over the sensitive gland. He’s a quick learner and starts massaging the glorious place with firm, slow circles. His mouth finds my cock once more, which is the match that sets off the bomb. The pleasure he’s doling out is too much and I detonate, exploding with ecstasy. My back arches and I cry out as cum shoots out of me into his waiting mouth.

I can hear him gulping and it’s the sexiest sound I’ve ever heard.

My whole body goes limp after my orgasm and I feel myself drifting to some relaxing subspace I’ve never known. The air chills when Jude gets off the bed. Before I can complain, he’s back, kissing his way up my stomach until he reaches my lips.

The way he devours my mouth is sinful. It feels dirty and wrong, yet so damn good. I wrap my legs around his strong body, needing him as close to me as he can possibly be. His dick, also naked, rubs against my flaccid one, sending jolts of pleasure through it to make it perk back up.

“I’ve…” he murmurs against my lips, “never done this. Well, not sex, but sex with you. A guy. Fuck. You know what I mean.”

I smile in the dark, wishing like hell I could see all of him. “I know what you mean.”

“I’m worried I’ll hurt you.”

“You won’t hurt me. I trust you’ll take it slow and stop if I feel any pain.”

“Of course,” he growls. “Do you, uh, have any condoms?”

“No,” I whine, “but I was recently tested after the last time with my ex. I’m negative.”

“I haven’t had sex since I was a teenager but still get tested every year by one of Grandpa’s doctors who comes to see him. I’m negative too.”

“Then fuck me raw, Jude. I want to feel you come inside of me.”

He does have lube, thank God, and squirts it on something. It’s dark, so I have no idea what. A tiny tremor of fear trickles through me.

He’s. Not. Sean.

“Is it the, uh, same with guys?” he asks. “Lube it up and stick it in?”

“I’ve seen what you’re packing. Maybe stretch me a bit first so I can accommodate your size.”

“With my finger?”

“Plural. Start with one and then work it up to three. Scissor your fingers and rub around the rim. It’ll feel good for me, plus make sure I’m nice and stretched out for you.”

Jude is an excellent student, doing exactly as I’ve instructed. It’s strange to feel so…in control during sex. He’s not tying me up and fucking me how he wants to. He’s going slow, asking questions and permission, and making sure it feels good for me too. When he has me taking three of his thick fingers and my dick is so hard I think it might burst, I start begging for his cock.

“Please, Jude,” I whimper. “I need you inside of me so fucking badly.”

He slowly withdraws his fingers. “Tell me to stop if it hurts.”

“I promise.”

His fingers are gone and then I feel the slick head of his cock teasing my hole. My greedy body sucks him in as he starts to push inside. The stretch of his incredible thickness burns a bit but nothing I can’t handle. He hisses and makes strangled sounds of pleasure, which make me want him all the more.

“Now kiss me,” I beg when he’s fully seated inside me. “Kiss me and fuck me. I’ve never wanted anything so badly in my life.”

He crashes his lips to mine and begins thrusting in and out at a maddeningly delicious pace. I love how his entire essence consumes me. Minutes or hours go by, I’m not sure, and I lose myself to everything that is him.

When he’s near coming, his hand curls around my cock, giving it a few hard strokes in tandem with his thrusting. He moans against my mouth and I bite his lip.

Everything explodes around me until all that’s left is just me and him.

I could get used to this, him, us.

I’m…happy. I’m starting to think he is too.

Jude

This is what I’ve been missing my whole life.

Tate.

It wasn’t supposed to happen, but it did. I found this wonderful, sweet, sexy little thing and now that I have him, I don’t ever want to let him go.

Night two of having him in my bed has been a gift. He’s quite a cuddler and with us both attempting to sleep naked, those innocent cuddles keep turning dirty. If we have another full night like we did last night, my dick might fall off from overuse.


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