Total pages in book: 128
Estimated words: 123153 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 616(@200wpm)___ 493(@250wpm)___ 411(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 123153 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 616(@200wpm)___ 493(@250wpm)___ 411(@300wpm)
“Show me. Words aren’t enough,” she whispers as I ghost my lips across her cheek and nose.
I kiss her forehead and then her lips. Backing up, I turn for the bed, where I tossed my phone, then put on repeat a song I heard that made me think of her—I plan for this to take a while. “Flames” by Donzell Taggart puts into words how I feel about Nyla and how I’ve wanted to give her what she deserves.
We’re like fire together. She’s the only one who can make me feel this way. It’s always been like this.
Even when I tried dating other girls until she was old enough to be my girl, they were sorry substitutes. They could never cause the burn that runs through me when I enter any room Ny is in.
I take her lips and pour all my passion and desire into the kiss. No more holding back. It’s like I feel my soul roar to life and fully breathe for the first time ever. Like a dragon awakening from his slumber and soaring up into the sky while roaring and breathing flames.
I don’t have to conceal what she means to me or how I feel. I give in to the pull she has on me and hand over all I am. The good, the bad, and the ugly, I hand it all over freely, knowing it belongs to her.
“Gio,” she breathes as I release her lips and lift her onto my waist.
“Ti amo, Ny. Ho sempre.” I have. I can’t remember a time when I didn’t love her.
I want to give her parts of me she’s never had before. She’s always had my heart, but I’ve never been able to show her that. Now I can.
I lock eyes with her again before allowing my gaze to run over her face. Her lips tremble and I see the fear in her eyes. I’ve done that, I’ve made the love of my life, my best friend, fear me. I never meant for that to happen.
I’d do anything for her happiness. She never has to fear me hurting her again. Not in this lifetime.
“I’m sorry, Ny. I didn’t mean for you to get hurt. I won’t just show you I’ve missed you. I’m going to show you what I’ve always done for you. Why I had to sacrifice us.”
She cups my face and leans in to kiss me. “All I’ve ever wanted was you. Our family and you.”
I place a knee on the bed with her still in my arms. I move us to the center of the bed and sit on my ass with her in my lap.
With a hand at the center of her back, I reach between us to hold my length up and guide her to ease onto me. I close my eyes and groan as her heat engulfs me. It’s like coming home.
I harden just from being inside her. I thought I was as hard as I could get while having her in my arms in the tub. However, now as her juices flow around me, I can only think of holding out for as long as I can to remain in this nirvana.
She throws her head back with a look of pure ecstasy on her face. I lean in and nip at her chin. “Welcome back, baby.”
Nyla
I open my mouth and breathe for the first time in a year as I stare up at the ceiling. His hands are all over my back. His nails bite into my skin as he claws at my flesh and holds me tight.
“I love you,” he says in a deep, throaty groan.
I lower my head and look into his eyes as I ride him slowly. I knit my brows as I try to understand who this man is. This isn’t the Gio I left behind.
His dick feels so good, but that’s not what’s mind boggling. It’s the emotion he’s showing. For the first time, I feel like he’s making love to me. I almost burst into tears.
“I love you too.”
He draws his fingertips up the center of my back slowly as he looks into my eyes. I plant my hands on his shoulders and rock my hips. He palms my waist and allows me to take control.
I bite my lip as my body convulses and I gush all over him. The look in his eyes asks for my trust. My breathing hitches as I dig deep to find that safe and secure place that will allow me to hand over what he’s silently asking for.
I haven’t known that feeling in twenty-six years. The safety of home and family. My mind wraps around the fact that Gio is burning his way through my fears like only he can.
“Gio.”
I lift my arms over my head and free-fall back against the mattress as he tugs me to keep moving up and down his length. I bow my back and push my breasts up. I’m trusting him with all of me as I open my heart to him fully.