Total pages in book: 71
Estimated words: 70097 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 350(@200wpm)___ 280(@250wpm)___ 234(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 70097 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 350(@200wpm)___ 280(@250wpm)___ 234(@300wpm)
I rolled to my side and slid from the counter. It was a good thing he didn’t expect me to stand. I didn’t think my legs would hold me up. When I was kneeling in front of him, I reached for him, trying to pull him to me.
“Hands behind your back.”
I looked up at him as a shiver of fear ran through me. “I don’t—”
“Do it.”
I did. I wasn’t sure if I could keep my balance in that position, but Grant had a firm grip on me. I clasped my hands together and focused on the feel of him surging forward and filling my mouth.
Just when I was ready to fight for air, he pulled out, giving me time to take a few deep breaths. “You ready for all of it?”
He didn’t wait for an answer. He pushed in and kept going, pulling my head against him until my nose was buried in the hair at the base of his shaft.
I tried to relax, but it was too much. I struggled, fighting him, but he held me there for another moment before letting me go. He held onto my shoulders to keep me from falling as I wheezed and struggled to get enough air.
Being forced like that had been terrifying, but it had also been hot as hell. I was sure all he’d have to do was touch my cock, and I would go off.
When I’d gotten my breath as well as I could, he stroked my cheek.
“You’re just what I need.”
“I…”
“Open up. I’m going to come down your throat now, and you’re going to swallow it all.”
“Oh my God.”
“You’re so fucking gorgeous like this, lips all puffy, face all wet. You want my come, don’t you?”
“Yes. Please.”
“Such a good boy.”
He thrust back into me, making me sputter, but I took it. He fucked me relentlessly, and I loved every second of it. When he groaned, tensed, and started shooting his cum down my throat, it was more than I could take. I felt my cock pulse and knew I was making a mess of my pants. I relaxed utterly then, letting pleasure take me as he used me until he’d drained himself dry.
He pulled out, dropped to the floor, and kissed me, swirling his tongue in my mouth, obviously loving the taste of himself on me. When he sat back, he cupped my face.
“Are you okay?”
“Yes. Very.” He smiled and began to pull me to him. “I’m a mess.”
“I like you messy.”
When he folded me in his arms, it was like all the emotions he’d stirred in me chose that moment to come to a head. One moment, I was confused and dizzy, and the next, I was crying, soaking his t-shirt. What the hell was wrong with me? He’d just fulfilled so many of my fantasies, and I was sobbing all over him.
Grant tightened his grip on me. “It’s okay. I’m right here.”
“I… I don’t… I don’t know why—”
“You don’t need to understand, just let it out.”
He was so gentle now. I liked him demanding and rough, but I like this too. I felt so safe as he held me, safe enough to cry until I couldn’t anymore.
When I found the strength to sit back and face him, I saw what I’d done to his shirt. Spit, tears, and cum stained the shoulder.
I gestured toward it. “I’m sorry. I…”
He shook his head, then pulled the shirt off and used it to wipe my face clean. “It’s just a shirt, and it can be washed.”
“I don’t know why I did that. This was… I wanted it. It was so good I came in my pants.” Heat rushed to my face. How many ways was I going to embarrass myself tonight?
“You did? Really? Just from me fucking your mouth?”
I nodded.
“God, you’re so damn perfect. And you needed that release—the cum and the tears. You’ve been through a lot.”
“I… Yeah.”
He stood and helped me to my feet, but as soon as I was upright, he lifted me into his arms.
I rested my head against his shoulder. I felt totally fucked out, and my muscles seemed to have forgotten how to work. I wasn’t even sure I would have cared if we’d passed someone, but no one seemed to be stirring. Grant carried me to his bedroom and set me in the center of his bed.
“I should really go change and shower and…”
“I’m not done with you.”
“But I thought…”
“If you thought once a night was all I had in me, you’re about to be really fucking shocked. Also, that’s insulting.”
Laughter rose up in me, and I couldn’t contain it. “That’s totally not what I thought. I wasn’t insulting you. I just didn’t think you’d want more from me.”
“I want everything from you.”
Fear shuddered through me. If I gave him everything, and he sent me away, I wasn’t sure I could put myself together again.