Total pages in book: 118
Estimated words: 109178 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 546(@200wpm)___ 437(@250wpm)___ 364(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 109178 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 546(@200wpm)___ 437(@250wpm)___ 364(@300wpm)
The reality is that 90% of shitty women became that way due to having derelict, absentee, or destructive fathers, as well as mothers who put destructive men above themselves and their children. IN 90% OF THE CASES, A MAN STANDS BEHIND THE FUCKED-UP BEHAVIOR OF A FUCKED-UP WOMAN. WE ARE ALWAYS SOMEWHERE IN THE FUCKED-UP MIX, AREN’T WE?
Most women in prison right now are there due to some dealings with a man. She was either a drug mule for a man, or she was on drugs because of trauma from either a romantic partner or male family member … which led to a life of self-abuse and crime. She was introduced to drugs by a man, or killed him in a crime of passion, after perhaps finding him in bed with another woman.
Perhaps she took the fall for a guy and didn’t actually commit the crime herself, or she participated in a crime orchestrated by a man in her life, or she had to off him because he was doing insane or violent things to her or her children. When women steal, kill, hurt for a thrill, I can promise you that in most cases, a man is involved. That’s just how the ball bounces. 90% of these scheming, lying, manipulative, dirty, horrible women are created from a botched core memory – bad or absentee fathers is a common one. It’s more often than not traced back to the childhood in the majority of these cases, and then fed from other incidents throughout our adolescence and adulthood … but the thing that got the ball rolling was dear ol’ dad.
The sprinkler system, remember? That’s us. The sprinkler system that wants to be adored and worshiped and treated like the garden sometimes stops working and watering the flowers and plants, then gets angry when those flowers and plants grow up crooked, dry, and damaged! We blame them for being fucked up! We judge and sneer in disgust.
DADDIES! DON’T CALL YOUR DAUGHTER AN IDIOT. A WHORE. A CUM DUMPSTER. DON’T ACT LIKE YOU DON’T KNOW HOW SHE GOT THE WAY SHE DID. DON’T SAY THAT HER MOTHER TURNED HER AGAINST YOU, OR TAUGHT HER WRONG. YOU SHARE THE BLAME IF THAT IS TRUE! IF YOU TRULY WERE CONCERNED AND BELIEVED THIS, YOU WOULD HAVE DONE ALL YOU COULD TO BE IN THAT LITTLE FLOWER’S LIFE! YOU WOULD HAVE FOUGHT AS HARD TO BE WITH HER AS YOU DO FOR YOUR VICES: WEED, BEER, LIQUOR AND WINE, ATTENTION, FOOD, WOMEN OR JUST SOME RANDOM PUSSY THAT YOU RAW-DOGGED.
YOU WOULD HAVE WOKEN UP IN THE MORNING, BRIGHT AND EARLY, AND TOOK YOUR ASS TO COURT INSTEAD OF SLEEPING IN! YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN FIGHTING TO SEE YOUR BABY INSTEAD OF COMPLAINING, STARTING BOOTLEG, DUSTY ASS, IGNORANT PODCASTS SCREAMING FOR HOURS ABOUT HOW, ‘THESE BITCHES AIN’T LOYAL.’ ! YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN FIGHTING TO GET AT LEAST JOINT CUSTODY! FIGHTING FOR THAT BABY THAT DESERVES BETTER IF YOU THINK HER MOTHER IS SUCH GARBAGE! INSTEAD, YOU LEFT HER THERE. YOU ABANDONED HER. YOU PLAYED THE VICTIM. YOU GOT MAD THAT YOU HAD TO PAY $100 A MONTH IN CHILD SUPPORT. YOU WERE ANGRY THAT SHE KEPT THE BABY AFTER SHE TOLD YOU THAT SHE WAS PREGNANT – AND HAD THE GALL TO BE SURPRISED WHEN YOU KNOCKED HER UP, AFTER RAW-DOGGING HER FOR MONTHS.
IF YOU TRULY CARED, YOU WOULD HAVE WORKED TWO OR THREE JOBS TO SAVE UP MONEY TO HIRE A GOOD LAWYER, FIND A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE, GET A RELIABLE CAR SO YOU COULD HELP RAISE YOUR CHILD! AIN’T NO WAY I WOULD LET MY WIFE RAISE MY CHILDREN WITHOUT ME IN THE PICTURE TO HELP. IT’S NOT THAT SHE’S NOT A GREAT MOTHER, SHE IS, BUT EVEN THE BEST OF MOTHERS STRUGGLE IF THEY HAVE TO DO IT ALONE! MY CHILDREN NEED ME! THEY NEED US 24/7! THEY’RE NOT JUST THE RESULT OF BUSTING A NUT! IT’S A JOB BEING A FATHER, AND AN HONOR!
THESE ARE SOULS THAT YOU HELPED USHER INTO THE FUCKING WORLD! THEY TOOK A CHANCE ON YOU. THEY BELIEVE IN YOU. THEY THINK YOU ARE THE CLOSEST THING TO GOD! THIS IS SERIOUS! DON’T SAY DEROGATORY SHIT ABOUT THAT YOUNG LADY YOU HELPED CREATE. YOU FORFEITED YOUR RIGHT TO TALK SHIT ABOUT THAT BABY GIRL WHEN YOU DID NOT WATER HER! WOMEN CAN’T WATER! WE ARE THE FUCKING SEED AND WATERING HOSE! SEMEN IS MORE THAN FLUID! IT’S THE FIRST WATERING. IT TELLS THE EGG THAT WE ARE THE FATHERS, AND WE’RE READY TO GET TO WORK! THE EGG SAYS, ‘BET. I GOT IT FROM HERE. MEET ME AGAIN IN NINE MONTHS!’ WE POUR INTO THAT VESSEL, AND THAT WOMAN, AS ALWAYS, MAKES SOMETHING BETTER! WHEN THAT BABY IS BORN, YOU CAN START WATERING HER OR HIM AGAIN. GIVING KNOWLEDGE. LOVE. UNDERSTANDING.