Total pages in book: 24
Estimated words: 22742 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 114(@200wpm)___ 91(@250wpm)___ 76(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 22742 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 114(@200wpm)___ 91(@250wpm)___ 76(@300wpm)
I shake my head while summoning my courage. My heart’s racing in my chest and I wonder if I look sweaty and uncomfortable. Probably so, but I need to broach the subject and just get it out there.
“Um Xenia,” I murmur while picking at a napkin with my fingers. “I called this meeting because I actually do want to talk about an issue with Trig. Kind of.”
She nods and slurps her drink again.
“Oh really? Is he being an asshole? I swear, that boy needs a good knock on the head sometimes. I’ll make sure it happens.”
I have to giggle at that because Trig is a head taller than both me and his sister, so I can hardly imagine Xenia inflicting physical violence on her sibling. But then I shake my head while drawing a deep breath.
“No, it’s not that. It’s just … well, I think I need more,” I begin in a helpless voice. “I mean, I adore Trig. I love him, and the sex is amazing. But there has to be more out there.”
Xenia doesn’t move for a moment, but then nods slowly.
“More how?” she asks in a steady voice. “You mean, emotionally? He’s not supporting you enough?”
I shake my head as my cheeks flame.
“No, more as in more in bed,” I almost whisper, looking down at the smooth tabletop. “I need … well, this is embarrassing, but I think I need a threesome with another man,” I say in a halting voice. “I need two cocks in me, and Trig’s been amazing by using dildos and other toys, but I need something hard, hot, and heavy, and most of all, alive and exciting. I need another man in bed with us.”
Xenia shoots me a level look.
“You know my thoughts about this, right?”
I nod.
“Yes, sort of. I mean, you were dating Brad, Casey, and James for a while there.”
The stunning woman nods, her gaze going far away for a moment. But then she turns back to me.
“Yes. Exactly. I was in a foursome with three men, so how can you think I’d judge you for this, Rae? If anything, I’m totally on-board because I know how good it feels to have all my holes plugged. Trust me, three cocks wasn’t even enough, and that’s part of the reason I broke up with James, Casey and Brad.”
I’m silent for a moment. Holy shit, Xenia needs more than three cocks simultaneously? What is my friend getting at? But she shakes her head, her expression serious as she turns back to me.
“All I’m saying is that your desire for more than one man is natural, Rae. It’s not some insane thing, or deviant behavior, or anything like that. It’s totally normal to crave more than one cock. Trust me, I know because I’m firmly in that camp as well.”
I nod while still looking at my twisted hands. Oh god, this is so awkward because Trig is my friend’s brother, but I need her advice for exactly that reason.
“Yes, but would Trig be okay with it?” I ask in a low voice. “Sharing me, I mean? What do you think?”
Xenia pauses for a moment, her gaze going distant. But then she turns back to me, her blue eyes clear.
“I think you need to ask him that, that’s what I think,” she states in a firm tone. “I genuinely don’t know.”
“But he’s your brother,” I whisper in a semi-pleading voice. “I mean, has he ever done a threesome before? Do you think he’d be okay with it?”
Xenia sighs, playing with a heavy silver ring on her finger.
“I really don’t know, Rae. I mean, of course I’ve heard him having sex in his room, and I hear you guys tearing up the sheets too. But have I ever overheard him having sex with a man? No.”
That makes me sputter.
“No, I’m not asking if Trig would have sex with a man! Where are you getting that idea from? I’m saying that I would be in the middle, and the guys would never touch. Kind of like I’d be the cheese in a cheese sandwich.”
Xenia fixes me with a look.
“Yes, but you know that when there are naked, sweaty bodies rolling around in one bed, things just bump up against one another right? Especially if you’re going to do DP. Of course, the two guys are in different holes but their balls are going to slap against one another, and there’s definitely going to be rubbing against each other whether you like it or not.”
I sit back. Holy shit, I’d never thought about that.
“Yes, I guess you’re right,” I acknowledge in a soft voice. “But still, do you think that Trig would be okay with it? It sounds kind of unlikely now.”
Xenia lets out another long sigh.
“I genuinely don’t know, Rae. I mean, I’ve caught my brother watching porn before, but it was just straight male-female stuff. There wasn’t a third party in there, at least, not as far as I could tell. But you shouldn’t judge someone by their porn habits anyways because that stuff is just a fantasy. It’s a place where you can indulge in all sorts of depraved scenarios without actually doing it in real life.”