Total pages in book: 77
Estimated words: 74196 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 371(@200wpm)___ 297(@250wpm)___ 247(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 74196 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 371(@200wpm)___ 297(@250wpm)___ 247(@300wpm)
They catch me and still Leander fucks me until finally, finally I feel his cum shoot like a firehose inside me.
And I come and I come and I come.
It lasts so long I’m weeping with joy and pleasure and we all collapse on top of one another in a pile of smiles, shaking, and mutual fluids.
Epilogue
MILO
2 Months Later
I’m sitting on the back porch watching the kids play.
The sun is high in the sky. The private backyard has trim green grass and an extensive play set we had installed six months ago for the kids.
Diana giggles as she chases Paul around it. Which makes him laugh his damn head off.
Who knew life could be so sweet?
Not me, that’s for damn sure. But look at me, finally here. Living the good life. Even for someone like me, who always believed he was a worthless piece of shit deep down.
But apparently whether I deserve it or not, the universe has decided to gift me with joy and finally, a family. Maybe it’s not a matter of what we deserve or not. Maybe it’s just about how we treat the ones we love today. And if we’re lucky and cling to those who are precious with love, kindness, and protection… miracles are possible after all.
I hear noise from behind me in the house and then the back door opens. Leander, Janus, and Hope all spill out onto the back deck, talking excitedly.
Little Paul immediately comes running towards them. “Mommy, Mommy!”
The only person that kid loves as much as his twin sister in this whole world is his mom.
I mean, I get it. I’m his mommy’s boy too. I hide a smile as I get to my feet and drag Hope into a hug right as Paul explodes up the stairs and flings his little arms around her legs.
“How was the doctor, babe?” I ask in her ear.
“Up! Up!” Paul demands.
Hope smiles as she pulls back from me. Leander hefts Paul up in the air and holds him like a backwards football so he faces outwards. His legs kick and his arms flail towards Hope. “Mommy!”
She just shakes her head, laughing and reaching for Paul, who’s only happy once he’s in her arms, balanced on her hip.
“You’re gonna have to grow out of that,” Leander addresses his son solemnly. “Mommy’s gonna have her hands full soon.”
Then he breaks out in a giant grin. “Because you’re going to be a big brother.”
“What?” I cough out in shock, and my eyes shoot to Hope.
She nods, a beatific smile on her face. “It’s true.” Then she laughs, bouncing Paul and swinging him around as she dances in a little circle. “From the timing, it looks like y’all knocked up your new wife on the honeymoon.”
Her eye catches mine and I hear what she’s telling me.
There’s a chance it could be mine this time.
I blink, take a couple steps backward, and sit down hard. Holy shit. Don’t get me wrong. The twins are amazing, and they’re my children just as much as Leander and Janus’s. It’s just… well, they look like them. They have their DNA and their mannerisms.
To know there’s a thirty percent chance this baby might have mine… Well, I’m not greedy and I feel grateful even for the chance.
I stand immediately back up and walk over Hope, pulling her into my chest. Paul’s only a little squeezed between us, and he laughs, thinking it’s a game.
“Squish monkey!” he cries. He’s getting a bigger and bigger vocabulary every day.
Being careful, I give one more big squeeze, then I start to tickle Paul. Who laughs his little head off. And by now, Diana has toddled up to see what all the hubbub is about.
Leander and Janus sit down to have tea with Diana, who’s got her teaset outside on the table beside us. I bend over to lay a raspberry on Paul’s belly, which makes him giggle like a maniac.
Hope rubs my back as I stand up and I can’t resist dropping a kiss on her lips.
And I’m so damn happy. Surrounded by my family, and joy, and the promise of a future.