Total pages in book: 71
Estimated words: 69945 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 350(@200wpm)___ 280(@250wpm)___ 233(@300wpm)
Estimated words: 69945 (not accurate)
Estimated Reading Time in minutes: 350(@200wpm)___ 280(@250wpm)___ 233(@300wpm)
I forced myself to move my gaze up his body once again, taking in his beautiful chest, evidence that he kept himself fit. He was smaller than me, but he was no weakling.
“Come here,” he said.
I didn’t take orders from anyone. I almost told him that, but then I found myself moving, quickly covering the distance between the two of us.
“That’s better,” he said. “Now touch me.”
I’d had enough. I was going to be the one in control here. I seized the back of his neck and his hip and yanked him against me, sliding my fingers into his hair and tugging on it until his head tilted back.
His eyes went wide, and he sucked in a breath. I tried not to let him see how uncertain I was to feel a man’s body like this against mine. I’d been in plenty of fights, pressed up against plenty of men as we grappled, but I’d never been turned on like this. Never wanted so desperately to fuck a man who was naked, his hard cock pressed against my hip as I held him tight.
I let my grip slip down to the globe of his ass, squeezing that soft flesh and groaning.
He smiled. “You like it?”
“You know I do. But I told you this is a mistake.”
“So what’s one more mistake?” I pulled his hair harder, and he gasped, his eyes going wide. “Are you going to hurt me?”
“Are you going to like it if I do?”
He smiled. “Maybe.”
“I’m not taking off my clothes.”
He rolled his eyes. “Fine, you don’t have to. I can just get on my knees for you right here and suck you off. All I need you to do is pull out your cock. Then you can drive right into my mouth and be fully in control.”
“Jesus, Mary, and Joseph.” He was wrong. I wouldn’t be in control, not once I felt his hot mouth around my cock. I let go of his hair, and he stepped back.
“Is that what you want? Me on my knees?”
I shook my head. “Lay down on the bed, hang your head off the side. I want to see your body, and the angle is better that way.”
Corey bit his lip.
“Unless that’s too much for you.”
“Nothing you want to do would be too much for me.” His sassy smirk made me want to show him that wasn’t true. I might never have been with a man, but I was absolutely sure I could destroy him. Make him beg, make him cry, make him shatter under me.
I wanted that. I wanted to see how far I could push him. I wanted to see what would happen, know what it felt like to be buried in his ass, but that was a dangerous road to go down because this wasn’t just fucking to get off. I liked him. I really fucking liked him. If I let myself enjoy this, let myself have feelings for him, I was going to compromise everything.
I needed to be objective. I needed to be his protector, not his lover.
And he was so goddamn young. What would I tell my sons?
“Why?” I asked.
Corey frowned. “Why what?”
“Why are you doing this?”
“Practically begging you to fuck me? Because you’re hot. You’ve got that whole broody, silver fox, wounded hero thing going on.”
“I am not a hero.” I seized his upper arms and squeezed hard. I saw a flash of fear in his eyes. “I am a monster.”
The fear fled, and he smiled. “Maybe I like monster fucking.”
“Jesus. You’re fucking impossible.”
He pulled away, and I let him go so he could stretch out on the bed. He let his head fall off the end just like I’d told him to.
I pushed my pants down enough to free my cock, then I stepped closer until it hung over his face. He smiled up at me. “I want to suck your cock. I want to know what you look like when you come. I want you deep in my throat. I want you to fuck me, use me.”
“God, Corey. If you don’t stop this, I’m going to lose control.”
“Mmm, that sounds delightful.”
“No, I could hurt you. You don’t understand what it takes to keep the monster inside me.”
“Let him out. Please.”
This was insane. I worked so hard to close myself off, but Corey had my emotions leaking around the barriers. I’d learned to accept feeling a little with my family, but this…? This was going to drag me down to hell. When Corey realized who I really was, he was going to run as fast as he could.
When he opened his mouth and stuck out his tongue, I couldn’t hold back anymore. My cock was so hard it ached. I stroked the shaft with my good hand.
“Do you think you can take all of this?” I asked.